When someone with lupus is hurt (mentally) it can have a very negative impact on your health. I can only assume, like Fred Sanford said, that the big one is coming.
A blog is to get your feelings out, right? Well I was forced to put a child up for adoption by my parents. I didn't want to. She found me, and we are quite close now. Turns out, she was raised by monsters. They exist, they are real, and adopted my child. Hayley is now in her mid 20's and this year she was attacked by that cow of a mom. Physically, and it is on tape. The dad? He writes poetry. Not about trees and flowers and love, but about rape, incest, and sexual contact with very young little girls.
She asked me to come during her third trimester. I started saving. When I would be out, people would say, don't buy that you have to go to Texas. You get the idea. I got excited :) Finally after the year from hell, I had something to look forward to! I asked her today when she called the date of the c section so I could buy my ticket....<<<drumroll please>>> I can't go. Because those abusive, disgusting people are staying there with her instead.
After the physical altercation, she cut ties with those monsters. And, everyone around my grand daughter said the difference in her behavior was like night and day. These people will ruin her life, my grandson's life, like they did Hayley's. I can see it coming, so can everyone else, but we are all powerless to stop it. My grand may love this cow but kids don't know what is best for them! If she liked beer would you give her that? NO. And who knows what her dad will do to her as she grows. The poetry is disturbing. It isn't just erotic, it is violent, sexual, and involves children.
I have to go try and cook dinner. I can barely move. And now my heart is broken. I don't want to let my husband know I have been let down, again, so I suppose I will take something to calm my nerves and hide it and cry it out when he goes to work tomorrow.
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